Ive been keeping this matter for longer time. Talking to my colleagues about silly things is the only solace. Almost cry whenever i told them how difficult it was when i had to survive alone by myself during pregnant because we were in long distance relationship. I was so emotional.
I had to admit that i was fragile too came to workplace this morning. My puffy eyes couldnt be hide anymore. Thank god i had glassess to cover those eyes though i knew some people would notice.
My emotions wasnt stable not sure which hormone triggered my unstable emotions.I burst out into tears. Couldnt remember ecxactly why then i felt relieved a bit and shy as i never cried in front of them before.
Believe or not, im sure that i will miss them if i my transfer application success😐