Ive been keeping this matter for longer time. Talking to my colleagues about silly things is the only solace. Almost cry whenever i told them how difficult it was when i had to survive alone by myself during pregnant because we were in long distance relationship. I was so emotional.
I had to admit that i was fragile too came to workplace this morning. My puffy eyes couldnt be hide anymore. Thank god i had glassess to cover those eyes though i knew some people would notice.
My emotions wasnt stable not sure which hormone triggered my unstable emotions.I burst out into tears. Couldnt remember ecxactly why then i felt relieved a bit and shy as i never cried in front of them before.
Believe or not, im sure that i will miss them if i my transfer application success😐

I thought that i would stop writing and today after long hiatus im writing again. It is not because i dont miss writing but it is because some things happened in my life i prefer to keep it for me. I have a big trust issue telling certain of  my stories to people around me even to the closed one. So writing here is the best way as i dont have many followers following my stories.

My dear daughter grows up fast. She just turned 2 years old for the past 2months ago. Unfortunately, my husband  and i were super busy this time so we couldnt manage to celebrate her 2nd birthday like previous year. Big thanks to her teachers at nursery cz celebrated and really made her day with few gifts and goodies  as well. I just bought a secret recipe cake for her.. hmm

About my job, nothing interesting happened. I just enjoyed my time working in this current clinic. What made me sad was i had to apply transfer out of Terengganu following my husband to Kl. I was sad as i thought Terengganu will be my last place that i work before i retired. Yeah sometimes things happen the other way round. Me and husband got to see each other during weekend only. I was totally exhausted living a life like this. 

The other big thing happened was i already submitted a loan purchasing a house. Thanks to husband for providing 10% downpayment as i didnt have enough money to pay for  the downpayment. He asked me not to use my money as he said that he would help me getting the house as well. Alhamdulillah for this continous  blessing  and rezki cz we both have our own house. I mean u got your own and i got mine..

Alhamdulillah for everything...