Husband m got meeting in Kedah and tomorrow he will return. Usually every weekend he will pick me up here and send me back after he finish work on Sunday. Im grateful enough to have him as my husband. The person who has enough time to spend with me even though we hardly to see each other on weekdays but we still got time to meet up on weekend. It is true that long distance relationship is really hard.

I called mom right after finish work unfortunately she didnt pick up my call and i called dad. He said mom was out with her friend to shop new curtains. Mom looked so excited to celebrate this coming raya and a new family member soon. I rarely talked more than five minutes with dad and usually i will spoke about something really important. Opposite with mom, i could talk to her more than hours gossiping here and there with her. May Allah protect my parents and grant them the highest level of paradise.

Last night i was dreaming of you. How could i forget u? Ive got no idea. U always appeared in my dream every time i try to do so. I accept the reality of our life that we are never ever getting back together. The harder i tried the more failures ive been through.

Im happy with my current life though i know that i will unable to forget a person like u. Im living with a new person, new characters, new physical looking, new love and so on...
may all of us be granted happiness here n hereafter. Aminn