I cant close my eys after being forced so many times.
My mind lingering of something that i also cannot understand.
I spoke to my husband few minutes ago asked me to accompany me till i sleep.
Unfortunately he needs to go out to find out mineral water due to thirsty.
He might be tired along this week because he had to clean out the house alone by himself.
We just renovated and fixed up some parts of the house and caused it to be messy.
He told me that he already cleaned out some areas so that i can use and stay comfortably.
Thank u so much my dear and annoyed husband.
I know u struggle alot to keep me love u while i as usual, cannot express well of my feelings eventhough deep inside i am really touched. Cannot wait to decorate our 1st house too. Living hall is the only area left to be fixed up while others already settled.
Im quite excited to decorate the house, buy furnitures, curtains and all those related stuffs.
IItis our first house. Eventhough it isnt that big, im grateful at least my husband could afford to buy a house. He said he bought the house because of me too. He wants me to be comfortable living with him. Thanks allah for giving me the best husband.

Every weekend he will pick me up except if he has to work on weekend due to closing.
But this week we are going to participate his office's family day at Cherating. As usual, i always worry on how do i look, and how to mingle around with his colleagues.im an introvert type of person. I feel awkward to start a conversation first. Hopefully that i can mingle around well and make new friends tomorrow.

Back to work. It has been so long time i didnt complaint about my job. I love my job. We got a new boss and she's very humble and friendly. I like her so much. Currently in our clinic, there are 5 officers. Alhamdulillah all of them are so nice. This month, my name was listed in oncall list. I have to standby for passive oncall about 9 days. Luckily, there was no case at all along my duty. Heheh. Next month i also have an oncall for 10days. Hopefully everything will be smooth. What i like most working here is because of the oncall. We just need to standby at home and only come to clinic if there is a case. The best part is we also can claim the oncall hour. Heheh.

Okay. I write too much this time. Goodnight....